no idea

hey everyone..where should i begin?
my last entry was in February..and nothing comes up after it. but my idea always appears and no time for me to share it. Just want to keep it only in my mind. Fortunately, i have another media when suddenly want to talk by just open my BlackBerry and try to recorded my voice over the facilities occupied into it.

so what should i do by using this blog? i have no idea anymore..:(

my last day in Office before Idul Fitri Holiday

Hello Peeps,

Today is my last day before i leave an absence for two weeks. Yeah its quite long for me to get my first holiday in this year. My buddies in the office had gone to take their 'mudik' (going to their home/motherland) and i'm still leave for two days and finishing all task that has not carried out to the next my duty.

I dunno what i've to do at this moment and just browse some regular site and watching some videoblog from my collegues and also read some interesting blog that i can learn manything from those who had an experienced which could enriches me too.

Tomorrow is Idul Fitri. The big day for us as moslem who had passed their full fasting in a month. A day that declares as a triumph for those who can beat their egoism, bad temper and all bad things. I really want to send my best regards and apologizes to many friends and also relatives.

i miss to meet all part of my family. Yeah really great to see them again after a year we didn't have anytime to hooked and laugh together.

I'm still reminiscing all the moments of last Idulfitri and try to make different for this year.Ogh..tonight all people in my town will be happy and welcoming a new day that carry a happiness and more blessing each others by silaturrahim to visiting eachothers.

And this afternoon, i'm still in the office without any supervision from my boss. I feel free to relax and enjoying my interest to read some books and several local newspaper. Certainly, i'm boring now and want to leave out soon. But it's two hours more before i'm going back home and meet my happy family.

Joining to a chit chat corner community

It was big amazing for me when yesterday i was in the chit-chat corner and happy together. Yeah I've been joining to an english zone community. That is a small medium library located near to my dormitory in Palembang. What a surprise, i was in a dumb when entered the room and someone actually welcome me as her private guest. But poor, i was forgetting her name and she were wearing a nice blouse and explained about the rules and many function which i could get if i have no wonder to join the group.

Its very nice moments to remember. When finally i can make an acquainted with the belonging of this full house community. I met with Mr. Mike and also his wonderful wife (also forget her name). I was very enthusiasted when he totally enunciating the state of South Carolina and show me the location through the encylopedia. I'm very impressed about what he did to share his life for everyone and very warmful and also friendship.

In that great afternoon, i met with another native but sorry for this tremendous of my remember. I couldn't get in touch with them except for Mr. Berry (He comes from US too) but he looks so busy with his SLR digital camera and took some snapshot and capture an object infront of him. There were totally 9 person who natives and which look diiferent than us.

I really enjoyed following some activity during the day. We all were celebrating of Independence of Indonesia's day in the backyard by create a few of competition like eating 'kerupuk', running marble, and grouping. I know it was a first for me to joining together and i had no eager to win, just want to show my respect by participating their agenda and listening to a bunch of other jerks.

However, i thought my self that i have given a good day by meet some another good friends.

update from smiling man

yeah..starting today my mood was being worst and finally at the end of this afternoon; i fell better to stimulate and ruining all the tremendous case that happen and yet have to be finish. I really feel tired when i woke up this morning and caused the long conversation of my fren's problem last night that hasn't finish it yet.

my mom had some meals for breakfast but i couldn't to take it out for my being late to going rightaway after my bath. I'm sorry mom? But finally, at office i got some snack to giving back my lost breakfast. Wuih..the delicious fastfood indulgence me to find out another additional snack like pempek.

Today, akmal (probation staff) promotes himself to encourage us about his report during the probation. Definitely, he had prepared all data and there's no something new for me to give him my suggestion. Totally, i feel so dizzy to listen what he said about configuration of Router in Flash sharing.

Loaded of routines make my mind need some fresh things to open up my daily bread. I got some nice view from my bike when i decided to not fully office concentrate in this morning. Try to get some latest news from local newspaper didn't give me any valuable things. Tons of politics conflict and full of crapped with a bad feature. I prefer to put the newspaper down when it’s over loaded with negativity, I have other things to think about all day ha ha.

that's why i just ride my bike around the city all day and watch the people in my town doing their activity. And inspiring me to knowing people from what they did. Oh look so surprisingly when i met with an adult man in front of Agung Mosque for friday prayer that always smiling to those crossed over him. I really enjoy to receive his teeths and friendly face. It shows me that many wise man can be found in this smiling world he..he..

oke guys have a great weekend :)

bahagia

Barusan gw membaca sebuah tulisan yang cukup menggugah yaitu:

" Kebahagiaan itu bagaikan sebuah pohon; yang airnya, makanannya, udaranya, dan cahayanya adalah iman kepada hari kiamat"

Hmm gw baca sekali lagi dan terus menerus untuk mengetahui makna yang terkandung lebih dalam dari kalimat yang gw sendiri agak sulit untuk menjabarkan definisinya secara lebih detil. Hanya saja pesannya yg gw tangkap adalah untuk mencapai kebahagiaan adalah dengan mengkonsentrasikan segala perbuatan kita sehari-hari ke dalam nilai-nilai iman.

Intinya semua hal yang kita lakukan mulai dari makan, minum, dan aktivitas lainnya bermuara pada tujuan akhir manusia yaitu hari akhirat. Terus gw mikir, hal apa yang sudah gw perbuat selama ini bermuara ke arah sana nggak ya? Kalo Nihil rasanya menyedihkan sekali ya? Paling gw hanya berusaha sebatas kadar ilmu dan iman yang gw punya ajalah (yg sampai sekarang aja gw nggak tahu berapa banyak kadarnya???)

Tapi ngomong-ngomong soal bahagia...gw menikmati semua yang terjadi dan hal-hal yg gw lakukan sekarang sungguh luar biasa dan menyenangkan. Hope its the way for get a real happiness..

disorientasi

Sumpah!! Gw bingung banget mo melakukan apa hari ini? Semalem gw sudah berencana bakal membereskan pekerjaan yang masih gantung dan biar nggak ada lagi beban yg nyangkut. Lagian gw pusing nih kalo suka berurusan dengan Emak-emak di kantor yg suka nge-judge, ini-itu sok ngerasa paling senior dan nggak mau salah. Padahal tanpa kompromi gw selalu bela-belain kalo gw juga bisa berargumentasi. Tapi sudahlah...gw nggak mau terlalu banyak ambil masalah dengan orang-orang seperti itu?

Hari ini, Pak Heri (manager gw) berada di Jakarta. Suasana kantor jadinya sepi banget dan anak-anak biasanya suka ngilang nggak jelas juntrungannya. Barusan si Arik, ngajakin gw untuk cabut bareng wawa dan santy. Tapi pikiran gw lagi kurang nyaman untuk walking around. Gw lebih prefer jaga kandang aja di lantai 2. Nah..sekarang gw yang lagi kelabakan mo ngapain? Ketika gw mo nyelesain semua dokumen masih harus ada approval dulu untuk revisi dan itu yang membuat gw nggak bisa bergerak banyak. Paling-paling tadi buka-lembar demi lembar kertas dokumen vendor yang masih harus dikoreksi.

Ya akhirnya gw browsing kemana-mana. Tapi nihil, gw lagi nggak doyan baca artikel dari sebelas sites yang gw kunjungi hanya mampir doank untuk liat gambarnya aja. Setelah itu gw kepikiran mo nulis blog untuk kasih tahu sodara-sodara kalo gw lagi kebingungan mo ngerjain sesuatu. Mungkin disorientasi nih...