Thursday, January 22, 2009

complicated day

today was complicated for me. I hate admit to saying this that i’m not interest with my routines anymore in office. I do all my job with full responsibility to help and give a solution to my friend who needed my assistance in according their job. I have no idea why are they still ask about the matter that happened to me not directly to their boss? I was thought if i really really expertise to all problem that actually happened in our daily bread everyday in my lovely company.

i feel very boring and needed some refreshment but i have no choice. Recently i’ve just heared that there is a chance for me to move into another department in my company and i really want it so much. I dunno how to starting it..i’m not really quite sure about my career if i were here (in my department) for so long.

Basically, i was coming from technical background when i enrolled my application. And at this time moment, i must control all commercial aspect in term to fulfill all basic needed including some routines activities that was like a general administration activities..hmm i dont like it so much..but nothing comes up when i had been handled all. So this job like my bad destiny here.

I need to talk with someone who can understanding me and give me an advice how i can empower my basic value. It’s tremendous problem when the morning day i open my laptop and check budget availability in system and then distributed them to pay a few invoice that always come to my desk everyday and nothing more except involvement.

I really enjoy my responsibilty when i had a nice and wise boss who can give me another experience and totally never interupt or disturbed for what i must do for this department. Sometimes i get confused when ’someone’ had been made an intervention for all my task that hasn’t belong to his appropriate responsibility and babbling about things that i often dont understand. I have to make some objection for just giving a confirmation about something wrong on his mind deceptively this is all my folk and too subjective and also really ridiculous for me.

i’ve been dreaming someday, i’ll can explore my ability in business field and i hope to Alloh; i dont screw it up. So, i’ll try to contact some colleagues to find out any information about new employement requirements. I literally had no feeling to run my job so its time for me to looking another one.

thanks guys for reading my blog today…i’m starving…????


Friday, January 16, 2009

Good Job on 1st Week of this year

Totally i was in Pangkal Pinang last week for attending an invitation by my colleague in Parai Beach resort.Arie and me had asked by owner of Eljohn Group to present about our latest info interm that he will use our business solution products in his company.Actually, i always response about what he need whether he never asked it before. But, when i had a chance to meet with Mr.Johnie in one Palembang of hotel's lounge. I get an acquainted with him as personally and really excited to hear about what his ambitions.

so in the first week of my starting day in office. Arie and i had to prepared all the stuff actually material of presentation since there was no information about typical of needs. All material had been prepared by me and also support by Akmal and i was not convidence to convey this all.So,fortunately when we introduce ourselves to the management, they were really apreciating us as a guest in their hospitality.It stimulates me as a person who can break up all the barrier that was influence me on the first meeting. Actually, arie and me comfort to convey all information about our network performance which needed to support our business solutions product that had to offer to eljohn group.

I'd love to tell you that as long as my trip to sungailiat, the scenery was so beautiful and really enchanted me to try one of their best view and also snapped me on the spot by using my BlackBerry cameras.I'll try to share it in another occasion. Parai beach resort is one of the most attracting location in Bangka island that will indulgence those who wants holiday. Okay..i was thinking that it wasn't my holiday during that time. Its business trip so i must stop thinking to enjoy the time but i must to run my business activity only...hope this project will be success